huge chinese mantis on my front door when i got home from work. auspicious or nah?

i am still on the mabi boat but im not allowed to play on weeknights unless i have like 4 hours of freetime.

ok some of the "seasons" are the solstices & equanox so theyre one day. Makes sense. The "end of heat" started yesterday and i have to agree. Its in the 60s at night, but the cicadas are still singing in the morning so we're holding onto it for a while more.

i think the crazy sunset i saw last week was the official end of summer. Its not fall for sure, but its not Summer. I think in chinese they have 8 seasons to accommodate the inbetweens. (just searched and its actually 24!!) that might be too many tbh.

sex so weirdbad it put my horny level in the negatives but the computer cant read a number that low so it gets interpreted as an extremely high number. desperation but after the fact. like being hungry after getting mcdonalds.

did some good chores and played mabi most of thr day. The chat is funny, i love the gamer vibe of being kinda mean to each other but its lighthearted and maybe even flirty. Maybe not dissimilar to gay culture ? ?

got fucked but i was fantasizing about... you know. it was genuinely disorienting when i opened my eyes. "lol"

90s trance and most beautiful summer sunset and grilled cheese...

i used a metronome and successfully did speed swimming in sm64 and got the star hehehh